Here we go again... *public
Why is it hard to practice what I preach?
I have multiple emotions going right now, and he has such horrible timing...
Hm. Kinda seems like you always have bad timing doesn't it? Maybe, if you had done things right the first time, and not "lied to yourself" for over a year, shit wouldn't be this way. But be that as it may, that's not what it is. It is what it is. And it's not pretty.
I honestly don't know what to do. I definitely know what I should do, I know what I can do, I know what I want to do. I don't know what I will do, however... You know, I've always been a quite logical thinker. But I have definitely not always acted logically. Hmm...what will I do now? It's impossible to know.
Just know that regardless, you still break my heart when you say shit like that. >.